Thoughts all in a day...

It made me smile, a lot! I love you mister!!!!!!!!

It’s much easier now days for me to really enjoy you. I know this week has been a physical challenge for you and well, me too as I learn to deal with the pain without shots. However you have continued to smile and cut up with me throughout. I love it! And I love you! You are my everything :)

On a more serious note… Happy birthday my love :). I love you :)

Happy birthday babe! Now that you are another year older, you will have to change the name of your blog ;)

We fit together so well…it’s like pieces of a puzzle, the way your hand fits the curve of my hip and the way my head rests on your shoulder, the way our hands just melt into one and the way I feel complete when I’m with you…like the picture’s finally completed and I’ll never have to wonder what I’m missing.

Today I listened to this over and over. The music is beautiful, peaceful and soothing. I thought about you just listening to the piano and just relaxing…just being :)

I was made for you babe :)

Today the sun has shown bright! I love you so much and you keep the rain and dark clouds away :). Stay with me forever and tell me I am everything to you also!

I am always there for you.  What you felt yesterday I live in every minute of the day babe.  I watch my screen patiently waiting for you.  No matter how hard I try to not make it a big deal of my day, week, life…I wait for you always.  What you don’t seem to understand and usually get so mad at me for, you ARE my life, my future, my focus.  I must admit that I do not make you 100% my focus like I use to because, well if I did I would be worse off than I am.  You have never been truly adored or loved by another they way I am expressing myself.  I think you’re afraid of me, afraid of how much I do adore, love, want and need you.  I am a girl who needs constant reassurance and you know what?  I am still by your side even when I don’t get it.  You see, you have me hook line and sinker!  Don’t you see that? So if you miss me, tell me.  If you want me, tell me.  Tell me everything because I have laid it all on the floor for you.  I have given you it all and you are NEVER alone babe, never.  I am here patiently waiting for you every second of every day.  I am yours for the taking, my heart is in your hands.